Journey For The Heart
 

Sometimes when we are standing knee deep in septic overflow, when the stench of difficulties become unbearable and our vision is impaired by the mess in front of our eyes, it is easy to imagine that we are abandoned and uncared for. In our wretched state we mistakenly believe that God stands afar off, arms folded against His chest, a look of indifference plastered on His face. We could not be further from the truth. He has never been as near, pressed close beside us, mindful of our agony, bearing the burdens of our wounded heart. Because our pain is catastrophic in size, it often blocks our view of Him. Because we have never felt weaker, we foolishly suppose He too is limited by our overwhelming circumstances. But we are wrong.

Right there, when we least feel or sense His hand at work, when we are incapable of figuring out or making sense of our predicament, it is right there that He is at work. Every parent knows this to be true. The sicker the child, the closer the parent. The greater the need of the child, the more attentive the parent stands. The more desperate the cry, the quicker our feet run to bring aid. Does our Creator not call Himself our Heavenly Father? Do you suppose He will not cherish you, nurture you, care for you when you are most in need of His help.

Rest in the conflict, the Almighty is near. Abandon yourself into His care. He is fully present and fully in control. Join the Old Testament King Asa who prayed, "LORD, there is no one like you to help the powerless against the mighty. Help us, O LORD our God, for we rely on you, and in your name we have come against this vast army. O LORD, you are our God; do not let man prevail against you." (2 Chronicles 14:11)


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3 Comments:

At May 13, 2007 6:09 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Above all else, I am reminded of God's active involvement in every moment of my life. I am challenged to bring all things to His feet and to listen closely to His voice. Thank you for revealing your precious story of hope. ~Erica

 
At May 17, 2007 12:32 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

The example of an effective supportive family is helpful. Can Jill or your father share how they knew your son would survive?

 
At May 18, 2007 10:38 AM , Blogger Elizabeth said...

To answer the May 17th comment, my father has always drawn his strength and his wisdom from the Word of God.While James was so critically ill, my dad had a keen, unshakable confidence that James would recover. I believe the Lord gave my dad that assurance to give me hope when I was drowning in despair. I remember vividly his words to my heart that night. I do not know if we can pinpoint exactly how he could share that truth with me with such assurance. He fully believed God had spoken this truth to his heart and he shared it and gave me great strength in the process.
In Jill's case, she was a messenger God sent to remind me of the truth I already knew - that God's grace was sufficient regardless. If He were taking James home to heaven He would give me the grace for handling it. The fact that fear had me in a choke-hold was evidence to her that I was allowing our horrible circumstances to determine my response. Fear squeezes all hope out of our hearts. Faith in God's sovereign control allows us to rest in Him in the middle of the mess. God used Jill that night to simply speak His unchanging truth into my fearful heart.

 

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